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136 (2010 Reissue)

by Borderline Angelic

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    Hand-made, hand-numbered limited edition CD copy of the 2010 release of "136". "136" comes packaged in a newly designed CD tin (of only 50!), and includes a code to download the 2003 version of the record (that's 2 CD's in 1!), an 11x17 poster (featuring brand new original artwork from artist Dustin Gluvna), and a personal letter from Jordan.

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1.
If we stay on this road for long enough We might remember the words That we've forgotten in these songs But if you can't remember Rely on how you feel Hand in mine, hearts entwined, and us together With us together And miles and miles a daze of broken words Each pave the way for affirmation Pave the way for truths I can never find any of the proper words to say But I always sing, yes I always sing You can't hold on to things you've left behind Face regret, don't be scared We have come too far to quit And if you can not face your fears in time to speak You can always sing, you can always sing So put the car in gear And let's get away from here And turn the volume up Each moment sings the greatest song I felt it all along If you can stay awake for long enough We might remember the words That we've forgotten in these songs But if you can't remember Rely on how you feel Hand in mine, hearts entwined, with us together With us together The road is long, we've come so far And you're more perfect than I thought Let's grab a drink at our favorite bar Then I'll take you anywhere you want I might not have a lot to give Just my crazy thoughts and the songs I sing But my heart is packed and ready I have waited oh so long for this We must let go of all the pain we've saved Face the facts, take a step We have come too far to quit When fate is good and ready We'll finally know the way And the words to sing, yes the words to sing So put the car in gear And let's get away from here Keep on heading down this road We might be going nowhere Is that the fastest you can go? On the long drive home From heading nowhere, we'll sing along Louder now To drown out all we've lost Don't touch that dial Don't turn it down Just stop, and breathe, and sing And sing on the long drive home We'll sing along to the radio in our hearts
2.
There's something new about you, love That no one can explain, not even you There's something amazing, some kind of affection That draws me near to you But I can barely understand, so how could you? But I can barely understand, so how could you? There's something I can not grasp in you Something I think that no one could, not even you It's a love for life that whispers in your smile And draws me near to you But how could you understand unless I showed you? And how could I ever explain unless I told you? They call you nature's candy Well I think they found the perfect words So they call you sweet as heaven And perfection falls behind in second And I don't think I ask too much Except the time every now and then And I don't think I ask too much Except for you to just be you And you could say I barely know you And I'll admit that's true; I know it's true But if you could just give me the chance to get to I'd like to; if that's okay with you I know this comes across as crazy talk A muttered diatribe of lonely words I know this comes across as all wrong It always does, it always does, it always does They call you nature's candy Well I think they found the perfect words So they call you sweet as heaven And perfection falls behind in second And I don't think I ask too much Except the time every now and then And I don't think I ask too much Except for you to just be you For you to just be you...
3.
No lies this time It's really been awhile No silly love song I've forgotten now Can drown this out It seems that love can overcome It doesn't matter how hard you fight it Seems that everything has changed This time around So memories betray When really they should be forgotten Like times we've shared before And lines that we've exchanged Something wants you back My mind, my heart, my body Make this all go away With a kiss to save a bandage From you, girl Everything I've left behind Is strengthening me now Always thought I knew the way But I've been wrong before After all of my mistakes In my youth I'm always trying I'm crawling back for more Kiss me or hate me once again Either way I've reached an end I guess it's the worry that I'll never know What we might have been now that we've changed I guess it's lasting thoughts that I'll never know If what we had is gone forever I guess it's the question if we could've lasted Now that we have grown I guess that now we've found ourselves We'll never find each other So memories betray When really they should be forgotten Like times we've shared before And lines that we've exchanged Something must want you back My mind, my soul, my body Let this all just slip away With a kiss to save a bandage From you, girl
4.
Say hello, say goodbye A glimpse back, a passing glance Shake things up a bit and stop to think What actually had been When our daily glimpse arrived I thought I saw much more inside A movie playing in rewind Rearrange the pieces See a hint of what's to come A day, a night, a laugh, a talk A flirt, a kiss, a time will come When I'll miss your smile so much I miss your smile so much I always have So look behind the actor And look beyond the stage Throw away the dagger And the poison prop as well See beyond my foolish ties To keep the real locked up inside For there is so much more than meets the eye With every kiss I faked for you I keep your number down on paper Even though it's memorized Keep it safe to show myself That you had taken the time To write it down, and think about me Even for a second...for one second... So look behind the actor And look beyond the stage Throw away the dagger And the poison prop as well See beyond my foolish ties To keep the real locked up inside For there is so much more than meets the eye With every kiss I faked for you Throw your head back with your cue And close your eyes without a word A thousand thoughts inside my mind As I strive to say my line See that this is killing me Die for you to hold on to My Juliet, for one last second
5.
Two more days, a few more hours And I'll be back with you And all the things I see, and miss, inside my head Seem real too I hope this hazy dream I'm in Eventually will let me wake And I will see your eyes there waiting once again I've said it once, I've said it twice Without you I can not survive Without you I am just a hollow ghost of what I love And I could write a thousand songs Just to help these days along Just to hide the fact that you aren't here with me That you aren't here with me Two more days, a few more hours Until I hold you; never letting go And then I'll whisper in your ear With hope I'll hear "I love you too" I know that you are thinking of this too I hope I'm not as crazy as I seem Sincerely yours, is not enough A letter sent is useless too Simple pen and ink could never mean all that it should And I could write a thousand songs Just to help these days along Just to hide the fact that you aren't here with me That you aren't here with me
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7.
He holds rank, but does he hold your heart? I think you're lying to yourself Promise made to God and country But not a word mentioned of your body I know you love him - keep him close Even though he lives so far away He keeps his hands on top of your clothes Even though his touch is what you crave Is he too good for that? Is he too strong for that? Is he too inexperienced? Would we stand in line to earn his merit badge To help him finally understand? Speaking honestly I know he losing Never seeing me As I stand and laugh He does his best for life and limb But never understanding you Understanding you He keeps his buttons snapped Shirt clean, and pressed to impress But his paper cut-out look's to sharp for you Hard to hold without discomfort Hard to feel all but cold You need someone different Someone a little less than protocol Someone that doesn't quite fit in Something you've never felt before It might not mean much, after all that's been But at least I know who I am... Is he too good for that? Is he too strong for that? Is he too inexperienced? Would we stand in line to earn his merit badge To help him finally understand? Speaking honestly I know he losing Never seeing me As I stand and laugh He does his best for life and limb But never understanding you Understanding you...never understanding you...
8.
Hello, how are you? I'm less than perfect since we both last talked Instead of silence on the other line There's fires in its place I could never be what you want I could never be so much at once I know that you're perfect I just wish you'd see Trying to be perfect isn't easy Every day you beg for me Pretending that you are soft What happened her before? Before this was a slavery? Be your friend, be your lover, or be my enemy Why can't you pick two? Why can't you pick two? Honesty admits that I can't carry all the weight You gave to me, gave to me Goodbye... Your death threat's holding on the other line Before too long I'll just hang up Like you care, like you ever cared I have always held the world for you No matter how much you have destroyed And I would build it all back for you But would you even notice? I can be the one that follows you And wallows in my disrepair Or I can be the one who overthrows And watch you disappear And I can be the one who overthrows And watch you disappear Be your friend, be your lover, or by my enemy Why can't you pick two? Why can't you pick two? Honesty admits that I can't carry all the weight You gave to me, gave to me
9.
So what do we do now? We've reached the highest point in life Euphoria is a word that might describe This sickly lullaby If you feel safe inside this mold You never will be happy You're exposed to the real world Take a chance and do things wrong But who are we to say what people do? Does he deserve you? You deserve better. I guess that those go hand in hand And I'll keep moving forward Until we're happier together I've reached a point where I'm surviving On mistakes and lies alone It's nice to be acquainted Balanced in this porcelain Perhaps are fears are enough to fill this vessel? I want to kiss you everywhere I'd never say it though I'm needing love from someone tangible Instead of from my dreams I'm sick of saying you're so cold When really all I wish to say Is I need you, I really do You help me live People worry for their enemies And never for their friends I don't know where they think they're going But they will never get there Add some jealousy, and mix hurriedly A dash of sadness might spice things up You seem so comfortable Sitting there across from me So beautifully relaxed... I hope she calls me... I would really love to take things back. I want to kiss you everywhere I'd never say it though I'm needing love from someone tangible Instead of from my dreams I'm sick of saying you're so cold When really all I wish to say Is I need you, I really do You help me live
10.
There's a change that happens With the break of light It brings out of the world The image set before us People act the way that they're expected to As soon as they awake They break into their daily costumes And resume the life they've come to love But late at night Who do we become? At 1 o'clock, we're dancing To the rhythms in our heads At 2 o'clock, we're dreaming Of the lives we'll never live At 3 o'clock, we're singing With our silent jealousies At 4 o'clock, at 5 o'clock We'll do whatever that we please So we took the chance and broke the mold Expressed ourselves in ways told not to Society was breathing down our necks So we took the chance and broke the mold Expressed ourselves in ways told not to We did not bend, we only laughed So keep alive your smile The sun reflects it's beauty Hide the lives that we've denied Just to have another second I'll make some coffee How do you like it? We should take a chance like this more often Stories come and go of sleepless nights That we have spent alone Amazing histories of boring parties Our boundaries end where sleep begins I wish you could have seen it Situation has a weakness If you just let go So we took the chance and broke the mold Expressed ourselves in ways told not to Society was breathing down our necks So we took the chance and broke the mold Expressed ourselves in ways told not to We did not break, we only laughed So keep alive your smile The sun reflects it's beauty Hide the lives that we've denied Just to have another second I'll make some coffee How do you like it? We should take a chance like this more often
11.
Step inside this perfect world Packaged in home video Living this example of what love could mean Fate said 'take a number' We drew one thirty-six No matter how long it takes We'll reach the end of this I promise You never see our arguments recorded You never see us fight You only see good faces When everything's alright Where every person plays their part Puzzle pieces set in time And every time you watch a tape You can remember everyone So hold the camera, please Hold it steady, please And breathe Press record and we'll replay Our moments spent together Memories for years to come You can't forget what's copied down Regretting this is not an option I'll see, and speak, and live it again I'm seeing double as you act out your part Watch as you avoid mistakes Perfecting it within your soul Fixing now the way we were You never see our arguments recorded You never see us fight You only see good faces When everything's alright Where every person plays their part Puzzle pieces set in time And every time you watch a tape You can remember everyone So hold the camera, please Hold it steady, please And breathe So please, hold the camera steady Please, just breathe Just breathe
12.
We're praying to a spirit Or a God that isn't listening His children keep on killing His children keep on dying Were still not getting closer To any kind of answer To the question we're not asking The desire that we're lacking And the easy's getting harder And days are getting longer And the sun is getting hotter On this planet we're destroying We're all so good at lying So pretend that nothing's happening Let's focus us on our money Even though our lives are ending So turn away from the light And unlock the cellar door Make it down to where it's dark Where the hate can't reach my soul So this is how it ends Gravely made or mistaken Both seem appropriate To describe the state we're in I'm getting us some help I think we all deserve some way out We made up some religions And fought over their purpose We decided we'd believe in Our certain kind of fictions It all just sounds so pointless When you look over the cosmos The universe expanding Without a single human ego We seem so flammable Always bursting into war Ignoring things called love That every life should know But we put up our defenses Until the concept's unimportant When did we get so reckless? So cold and ineffective So turn away from the light And unlock the cellar door Make it down to where it's dark Where the sickness can't reach my soul See the blast between the cracks Hear it humming through the soil It won't be that long, it won't be that long Before I shut my eyes and go I'm getting us some help I think we all deserve a little help I'm getting us some help I think we all deserve some way out
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released June 15, 2010

recorded February - May 2010
all songs written and performed by Borderline Angelic

all songs written (except tracks 5, 12)
between June 12th & 14th, 2003

samples from 2003 recording on tracks 3, 6

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